tonite was a night i will never forget...we ate dinner. noodles. then i had a haircut to go to. got in the car, saw the red light blinking on my cell phone. 7 messages. one from a hospital. a family had requested services thru an oraganization i joined in january called
now i lay me down to sleep www.nilmdts.org ... it's devastating. not sure if i should even really blog about it to be honest. but, it is life. it is out there. for parents who have a terminal infant or infant that is stillborn or passes away soon after birth- they can have a photographer come in and take pictures for them. the only professional pictures they will have of their infant. only if they ask for this service, the nurses call local photographers who have volunteered. i got the call. i prayed the whole way there. i prayed the whole time i was shooting. i prayed when i left. it was horrible. no words can describe. so horrifically sadenning..... i prayed the whole way home. faith. that's all there is in this world. it's faith.... that's really all we can hold onto. say one extra prayer tonite...i am.